It's Jaye Larson's nineteenth birthday, and all he wants is to spend time with his boyfriend, Kris, and his mother - the people he loves most, who make life worth living. But faced with his mother's demons, the imperfections of his relationship with Kris, and dangerous, homophobic strangers, one by one, all of Jaye's dreams are soon derailed. Plunging into a waking nightmare, shortly after going to bed alone, Jaye wakes in an alley, pinned down by two men with slow, bloody rape and murder in mind. It's just the start of Jaye's fight for his life, and his sanity, as time and time again, he's forced to make impossible choices to survive, no matter what it costs. (M/M)